I had it once ago.I had it a few years back.I had it almost every time I go anywhere.
But not here,not a single word.Never.I tried to keep it silent,and it worked out, until just now.It is not shocking that it happened.I had been through this all along and everything went well.It was kinda shocking that they only realized it by now.Well,maybe they had been realizing it for a while,but just now it came up.It went up.It broke out of the silence.
"Muka kau sumpah macam perempuan doh,"
"Macam perempuan rambut pendek,"
Aku cukup nyampah dgn statement ni.I am used to these comments and this also are the main reason and a major one why I decided not to wear contacts.
I would look like a girl.
Dengan rambut panjang masa winter lagi,memang saling tak tumpah lah.Aku bukan apa,silap silap orang mistaken me for a girl,well, malas cakaplah kan?Nak doa lagi lah minta juah.But it is true.My face do look like a girl.See my photo when I was a baby,you would find it a while to guess whether I'm a boy or a girl.Hahahahaa.
And clearly I don't know whether this is good or not.Macam ada pros and cons.Oh yea,masa kecik someone asked me to wear the tudung ( I think it was my mom (?) ) so after I wore it,everyone was like,
"Awwwwwwwwwwwwwww,alalalaa muka macam perempuan,comelnyaaaaaaaaaaa !"
Sungguh gua tak tahan.Ada ke patut aku ni dia kata co... Ohh okay,lupa.Aku memang comel kan?Okayy.Dulu maybe lah comel.Sekarang dah terkacak dah.Huwahuwhawhauwhauwhauhwuahwuahwuahwua. You see?Gelak macam ni takdelah buruk sangat.Lagi comel hadalah.
Muka macam perempuan, pffffffttt.Well,sometimes it is true kot? don't know.Some say my eyes are beautiful.Ada kata bulu mata aku lentik gila macam perempuan.Kehkehkeh,tak perlu eyeliner ( ke hapebendetahtakmahuambikkisahlah ) pun dah lentik yuu. There's this one girl,who fell for me ( cinta monyet tak berkekalan hogehh?? ) because she saw my eyes.It was in the biology class if I'm not mistaken.I was about to look into the microscope after been forced by my friends.Well,basically the reason why I'm forced is because I don't want to open my glasses as people will see my face without them and they'll start noticing that obviously,my face DO LOOK like a girl.So,this girl,saw my face without the glasses and she was astonished or amazed I guess (?) So afterwards,she started to become close to me and stuff and yeah,I'll stop here.LOL.
Entahlah,I thought the Jordanians tak pernah sedar benda ni.But once,ada orang pernah panggil aku Geisha (?) Apa kena mengena pun aku tak tahu.Dari dulu aku tanya sampai sekarang dia tak jawab,pemalu mungkin?I just accepted the name because previously,someone said my face looks like a Japanese.Well,tak tahulah tang mana muka ni ada Jepun tapi I accepted it as a compliment la kot?Entahlah.
Muka perempuan,Geisha,Jepun.Apa lagi korang nak nama kan aku hah? HAH? HAH?
But the worse yet is still Bunga la. -.-"
WTH aku pun masih tak faham.